about beer and good times!

sometimes this makes me think about why i chose beer over all the other beverages ?
one day when i was in fact continuing my research about the medicines and the stimulants commonly known to mankind, i went through beer, I was fascinated to know it dates back as the oldest ever beverage man has ever known to use, apart from water. History dates back to the Neolithic Age(cir. 10,000 B.C.) perhaps even before man learned to make bread! Thats some astonishing facts abt beer. Some studies have also revealed that Beer makes u a bit cleverer, some rats were tested with beer and they actually grew some more nerve cells. Now this might probably be the reason for alcohol addiction.

Some basic ingredients of beer are the following: Hops(Flavoring ingredient), Saccharomyces cerevisiae, Brewer's yeast, Malt, and Barley. Thanks to the different kinds of yeast god has ever made that make some finest quality beers, say the Lager Beer which is the most consumed beer in the world made from the Lager yeast.

Some benefits of Beer are as follows :
It helps to fight cancer and other cardio-vascular ailments, along with being a good hormetic nutrition for people in young age this also increases the longevity of a human being. People who have much cursed beer for their big bellies must stop saying that because thats just because beer is much rich in carbohydrates and proteins than Fats and thats probably because of their lack in exercise and muscle tone.

My favorite beer till date has been Bavaria that is available at J.K. Wines shop near the main gate.
Its a Lager beer with 7.9% alcohol and tastes better than any other local brand, its from Holland and lives up to its name in the list of worlds famous Beers, The pic above the post has been taken in my room.

centuries of slavery !!

its within my mind since a long time before. It all starts right from when u are in ur mother's womb, u are made to thin ku are dependent and thoughts later are mended accordingly by the sane world around u make u just try to ignore about all that crap that i am about to blog around :

Centuries of Slavery man has faced, and shalth that be because of his own kind and the stupid rules that he himself has made. this might sound to be a bit flashy and all that but in fact this topic has been hindering my thoughts since a pretty long time rather. I have been thinking on this as a boy long enough not to reveal all this on a blog like this. Rules i suppose are just a way for the democracies to bind the human kind to grow and that is the reason why people have always gone against free thought. Though there have always been debatable issues around us on the matters like freedom of thought and all that bull shit in through the constitutions of the globs, but never have made a proper sense to me as of though. I think a man never must have sorted to choose getting high if he was to ever believe in the notion of freedom of thought. Poeple have always tended to believe in this ideology of being free but all that bullshit just turns them down when it comes to just one simple question of sorrow in this world.

Relations for example have been a binding force altogether right since the times of babyhood. One has to fulfill the duties of his kind since the time he is born. He is supposed to give respect which i suppose is all bullshit. Though i my self sometimes think about the validity of relations between humans. I sometimes fail to understand if i were to be brought up by some one whoom hadn't given me the birth yet had taken care of, then i might have not given him that much of respect as he would ave expected from his own son. Giving Birth for example is agreed a noble jo to some people, but was it one when people actually wanted to have a baby, or say was it really the peimary thing on one's mind when some one was having a sexual intercourse?

Take a simple example of a baby trying to walk, it learns it very steps as a child and tries to free his hands of the parents many a times to just some how show them that it wants to be independent individual. But then the load of rules dumped on his head later makes him feel something els. He tries to believe in the thing of dependency and mutual help later in life and makes up his mind set on things like he is because of his care takers and not fully because of himself.

what point i ma probably trying to make tonight is that, it must something that we really need to think on, what makes a person feel better when he is high, or rather take the case when he is happy. Its probably the feeling of independent attitude that some how creeps in his mind at those moments. In times of success i think the man is rather happy on being free some degree.


shall kee posting later on this issue, may when i'm high the next time.

PAF is back again !!!

This year again its back with more colors than usual and its more beautiful than usual i suppose. A great team i have to work with i think, shall make some great music this time will be great working on some punjabi fused with some of mine. Though I regret not being a part of the choreo team where some hot chicks are there. Well who the fuck cares about H-11 gals ...(except for some fucked up matka's though)...

Had the first all team meeting recently. It was a bit too shady rather to be called as a meeting.
lets c what happens next. shall be posting more news on this later ..

liquor caffeine, cetirizine hydrochloride + marijuana

yeah some time back i was actually researching on things like that ..

got some talks listened to from Sridhar recently. Some psychadelic shit like that rather sounds interesting to me and also is fascinating rather.

Talking abt the stimulating things around me now : Makes me some how feel that we are infact caged in a world of virtualities and boundaries where in reality there arent any thing like that. governments have always bound the induviduals by rules and duties of shit worth and ruthless dominance. The common man hda never a chance until he discovered someting stumulating, something that showed him the other side of life, something tht made him feel more importantly of the worth less boundaries he has been respecting since a long time. if i leave a child on some lonely island may be he could discover some laws of nature that could be mended easily may be controverse against ones in this world made by cunts like Newton and Eisntein.

Talking abt me getting high is this nice feeling when i feel liberated and at the same ime burning to prove the world a wrong thing that has been going this way since ages. I once had a nild dose of marijuana some time a year back and i thought of commiting a suicide. I couldnt recall the reason yet.. trying hard since that next evening when i woke up after 14Hrs of sleep. I have stopped taking any further doses of that shit later after my pals reported this incident ot me later that next day. I still like to get high party out the whole fucking night and get stonned seldom, but deep in my heart i still feel I could have found some thing important every previous time i got high. makes me think of lots of things simultaneously and that too flashing like shits of things passing in my mind concurrently.

Caffein has always been my companion in good times, even when i feel like just having something to fill my stomach. its a great stimulant man as ever discovered on this planet, Mother nature to its fullest fucking best giving ever i suppose. Men must have also discovered Nicotine on some fire in the jungle sometime. when tribals in the alps running around felt the smoke of some help. later marijuana followed this just like naturally inhereiting from smoke.

Liquor to me holds a lot of respect to it self when it comes to times when u don't want to get smashed yet u want to be a bit though. Dilema u feel go for a liquor and to be on a safe side, have some whiskey(brand matters a lot i think !).

Keep looking for the next post on how Puking shall just be a good thing to do for all the boozers who feel guilty abt it ....

feels great when u are no longer that unemployed bastard

yeah feels great when some one has got a Job or something of that sort .
I've got one a couple a days ago. I felt this same feelingwhen i met the girl of my dreams atleast till today i think she is the one i was looking for. people here have tried to make a fuss of it every second i never gave a fuck abt that anyways. its party time here in My hostel . booze running all over my blood over and over again every day. beer and whyskeys that i pee in the morning everyday remind me of how toxic i have become recently since a few days.
people have always treated pals hre around in a very good fashion after a Job or something great of that sort. when i got a job after a long array of interviews that i had to give finally able to convince Airwana Networks in Bangalore. It was 9th Jan '07 when i gave the interview. I was given the assurance of something like the following : mw and some gulti choot were the probables of the job post that they were thinking to offer, The dialea was they wanted to hire only one guy and to hire one more, stupid ass neede their boss's permission. so these people keep everything on hold and make me awake for the rest of the night. After the night early in the morning when i appraoch the placement team they say that they have hired two people and that i was none amongst them.
this came to me like a blow in the face straigh. bluffers stupid people i thought. these guys surely don't know how to talk and what to talk. they turn me down right away. Then after all this traume and some more beer in SP that afternoon i appear for the net interview and then wait for the results of this next firm. after the sad news i now some how make my self walk to staff Canteen to buy me some smoke for the night. and at my hostel gate i get a call. I pick it up to find some cute lady speaking. she says to me in a tone like my girls friend does sometimes when she wants to buy something . and tells me she is the same lady hwo interviewed me las day for Airwana. and out of nothing she wants to offer me a Job for this purpose. she also tells me that i was always their first choice but she wanted to talk for a different post for me than compared to those two choots that she had recruited the other day .
thats how i was no longer an unemployed bastard

what does it feel after getting a farra (FR)

FR a grade that means u have fucked up ur sem in IIT and that get prepared for the wrath of the professor u start hating after or may be to love him after he has declared the grade.
in my case i was a bit confused .. i hate him for making me cry.. that thing i never ever tried even when i was in a worse condition than i ma at already. well i like the guy because he makes me think one important thing that i tend to forget all the time. its this " life goes on and failures are a part of it" may be i will see the next better day in the rest of my life after i learn that. that's what i currently condole my self with.
what it feels getting a farra (FR grade):
life seems to like sink before u in front of ur hands and u do nothing but to stare at it and watch it go down. except ur friends around are always there to tell u that its not the end all that shit u don't like to hear and want to get depressed again. I shag all the night along just to forget all that shit and be calm. it helped me before but some how i don't know why it isn't working today !!! fucking can't help my self yelling at my self.
listening to songs and shit like that doesn't help at all, all my walks tend to like start giving me a fucking message i don't know why... they were never so uncool before, what they were and what i liked abt them was that they were just fucking walks in just some part of my life.
atleast i am not thinking abt that right now .
what i a concentrating here is typing, and fucking typing it is after all .
life seems so good i am thinking abt new and more ideas, may be i mus write some book on this.

sridhar, poor guy tells me he was destined to be here to give me some good words abt life and all that... what i felt bad was a bit abt this saying of his. i never wanted him to be here yet together for this reason atleast. fucking brave and daring actions from him make me feel fight back and care nothing else abt else. we are but just one part of life learning abt winning and losing, no one else ever will learn in life probably in the style like we had.
rebelling aginst the world our parents teachers and everyone around us, fighting for that every bit we own from our life our moments and every single drop of it, failing to conserve yet learning from the fall everytime we lost it.
may be i am feeling good now and shall blog abt it later sometime. may be another version of my grief want time to srping out later sometime..

Need for Speed Carbon .... yeah the game is good !!

These days i am fucking around playing NFS carbon the new game in town .
nice graphics and minimum requirements rather i would say.
tha game is all about racing in the clifs and risks of falling by the side if u slide/ slip by any chance !
The game is all about racing for ur territory and winning others regions in the NFS world map !

cool night time racing has its own charm in the game again ...
low light makes the gae more challenging and interesting
so if u are a game freak and more importantly if u are a NFS freak this game is just for u folks play it admire it and have some time.
and do not forget to wear ur seat belts !! ;)