FR a grade that means u have fucked up ur sem in IIT and that get prepared for the wrath of the professor u start hating after or may be to love him after he has declared the grade.
in my case i was a bit confused .. i hate him for making me cry.. that thing i never ever tried even when i was in a worse condition than i ma at already. well i like the guy because he makes me think one important thing that i tend to forget all the time. its this " life goes on and failures are a part of it" may be i will see the next better day in the rest of my life after i learn that. that's what i currently condole my self with.
what it feels getting a farra (FR grade):
life seems to like sink before u in front of ur hands and u do nothing but to stare at it and watch it go down. except ur friends around are always there to tell u that its not the end all that shit u don't like to hear and want to get depressed again. I shag all the night along just to forget all that shit and be calm. it helped me before but some how i don't know why it isn't working today !!! fucking can't help my self yelling at my self.
listening to songs and shit like that doesn't help at all, all my walks tend to like start giving me a fucking message i don't know why... they were never so uncool before, what they were and what i liked abt them was that they were just fucking walks in just some part of my life.
atleast i am not thinking abt that right now .
what i a concentrating here is typing, and fucking typing it is after all .
life seems so good i am thinking abt new and more ideas, may be i mus write some book on this.
sridhar, poor guy tells me he was destined to be here to give me some good words abt life and all that... what i felt bad was a bit abt this saying of his. i never wanted him to be here yet together for this reason atleast. fucking brave and daring actions from him make me feel fight back and care nothing else abt else. we are but just one part of life learning abt winning and losing, no one else ever will learn in life probably in the style like we had.
rebelling aginst the world our parents teachers and everyone around us, fighting for that every bit we own from our life our moments and every single drop of it, failing to conserve yet learning from the fall everytime we lost it.
may be i am feeling good now and shall blog abt it later sometime. may be another version of my grief want time to srping out later sometime..
Monday
Need for Speed Carbon .... yeah the game is good !!
These days i am fucking around playing NFS carbon the new game in town .
nice graphics and minimum requirements rather i would say.
tha game is all about racing in the clifs and risks of falling by the side if u slide/ slip by any chance !
The game is all about racing for ur territory and winning others regions in the NFS world map !
cool night time racing has its own charm in the game again ...
low light makes the gae more challenging and interesting
so if u are a game freak and more importantly if u are a NFS freak this game is just for u folks play it admire it and have some time.
and do not forget to wear ur seat belts !! ;)
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